Poetic Justice

Mother before death

Mother, don’t die

I have no one

Die, than I die a little

Where will I be? Is it a riddle

Or should it be waited

No it has to be said

Please mother, don’t die

There is no one to tell,

Of the pain of hell

See these tears?

Yes, I have held it for years

All the anguish together we dealt

Will be emerge, so don’t let this be it

Father is no more,

The world would not care

There is nothing to end this pain

It would remain

Forever deep inside

For this is why I lived

Fragile Education

You told me, I am not too smart

It is me, who I cannot succeed

Push me on the bottom of the pit

Say that brilliance is sacred

I would have took the desk afar

There was nothing more

Yet, my mind not running

It would only fall behind, losing

A waste of money for a child

Who had lost a part of him at nine

Than is it not true I am here?

The knowledge I base is very clear

It is I who came on top of others

It is I who have not wasted a summer

Where do I see myself tomorrow?

Where am I at now?

It is me holding a determination

For a vast expansion of an education

Now wonder how the fool

Was the one who came out of school

Holding his succession

For such a difficult missions...

Fears of Lust

It was my youth,

Now stolen by the hands

Touching in the wrong places

Right in mind, these are the demons

As soon one approaches

Stand back, fear and walk ignoring it

Hope no one knows about it

If should know, than the weakness of myself emerge

I don’t want to be seen, let my figure be a mirage

Here nears another, lust sleeps inside

I do not want to see it, I am afraid

Please do not kiss, or near me

Nor feel on my skin, I want to be alone

Fear has won over lust, it does not want to experience

The felicity nature offers to these what God have gave chances

What is there to brave a women,

A women who could overpower a man…

Anger don’t control it

Anger takes part

It is what I have left

End it and let it submerge

I cannot let it ever emerge

Back again will I not suffer

This crime committed will die forever

Damage me physically and mentality

I have the strength, I live it honestly

Try to break the shell

In due time, I have frozen hell

What angers in you I have won

No matter, I have become number one

Tell lies, rumors, caste me as a demon

I know I’ll stand like a human

Push me as the pain of Jesus

I’ll die under the cross

Know through your death bed

I was the one who have been the better man